thewickedwitch: (Oh god_violet)
Is there really a thin line between sanity and madness? Maybe it's easy to brand someone as crazy. Maybe it's easy to view someone as "different", to offer and communicate manufactured judgments as if they were truths, and to label and to manipulate others to do the same because by doing that we don't need to hold the mirror up to oneself and see our own warts.

Maybe it was easy not to have faith in human nature.I try not to be like that but..Jack's sanity worries me. He been talkign to himself agian, and it's getting worse.


I have a 2 week delay on my period. The last weeks I felt fatigued and had some headaches but it's probably the stress or a ommom flue.

It have to be that.
thewickedwitch: (Fleur)

The castle was always full of people, more now that they were celebrating Jack’s b-day party, and Elphaba find herself hiding on the library. She never liked parties, and she wanted to celebrate it with Jack in private but Nancy had other plans. That woman was like a force of nature, and no one should be able to pout like that. Nancy remembers her Glinda sometimes.

Jack seemed really happy with the party, and Elphaba knew that he was going to enjoy it, that’s why she didn’t complained much when Nancy made the proposal. Not even when the queen insisted that she should try to use another other kind of dress. The new one was still black, but it didn’t covered his neck, and she was wearing the necklace that jack gave her for birthday. The necklace that Corinthian gave him was around her wrist, at least the dress covered her arms.
thewickedwitch: (No good deed)
[She speaks, low like she has problems finding the words]

Looks like my family have gone seditious in my absence. How ironic it was, that I have grown out of it- or been forced out- just as they had grown into it....

[The voice changes to a more angry tone] own sister a traitor, ruler of my own usurped province! Father a shrewd political strategist before his death!

[A growl from killjoy]

And I, on the fringes once more, having lost at my own game; I failed insurrectionist, fighting longer and harder against a heavy tide and still losing, and it all coming so much easier to my family. And I..I..I failed Jack too..I leave him alone...he will not forgive me this time. I will not forgive me this time.

If I had stayed. If I hadn’t gone to see Nessa..Boq wouldn't be... he would be dead, probably, but isn't that better?

[A yelp from Killjoy and the sound of her moving around the room nervous]


Dec. 13th, 2008 01:46 am
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Elphaba closed the grimmerie, unable to concentrate in it. It was hard to read it when she was calm, but when she was worried and nervous it was nearly impossible. She don't even knew what was she reading, and due to the bad effects that a wrong spell can have, she decided to let it go. She waited for Jack.
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Elphaba was done preparing the food, and the table was ready too. She was cleaning the kitchen of jack's place, and thinking about how unusual that was.

She likes him, and looked like Jack likes her in return. First, that It cames as a complete surprise to her, because she was so far removed from what people thinks of as attractive, as admirable in a person, but Jack wanted to be with her anyway. He was confident and charming and handsome and irreverent.And though she would like to dismiss him as a spoiled, silly grow up man, and she would like to roll her eyes at him and his antics, she finds herself smiling instead, amused.

It was strange, but rather comforting. Elphaba even felt like singing, but she blamed it all on the atmosphere of the North Pole. Without noticing she started to murmur a sappy song she heard some time ago. She even couldn't remember where.

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is...

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you
You baby...
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I have so many things in my mind I feel like I’m going crazy. Glinda is helping a bit, but she really doesn't understand the gravity of the situation.

How many .of the Animals have I encountered that are  just as decent and normal as any human he had ever met? Why people can't understand that? Simply because they are Animals.

There are so many of them struggling to survive in Oz, many more than I expected. But If they give it up and leave, they might eke out a living for themselves on the farms to the West or in Munchkinland – as laborers, servants, little better than beasts of burden? Some would say they should be glad for the opportunity. But why should they be expected to debase themselves willingly?

Now my thoughts are always wandering constantly to worries about politics, in Shiz and at home, Fiyero and I are still acting uncomfortable around each other, and I can't focus on anything except the idea of doing something. Something drastic, like visit the Wizard to ask him for answers.

I feel like I'm just going to explode because I can't cope with everything that's going on. 
[Locked from Jack]

And then there is Jack.

I want to make him happy and I enjoy being with him , I love him as much as my soulless person can love someone, but..babies?

I'm sure I can't do that. My parents weren't exactly a model of conduct, and kids are just...not my thing. I liked to take care of Nessa when she was a child, but having child on my own...No, just no. What if they born green as me? I can't do that to them.

I want to talk with Jack about it, but he sounded so convinced when he told me that he wants kids; he didn’t give me chance to say anything about it. Now...I really don’t know what to do." 
[/Locked from Jack]
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Elphaba was nearly ready for the travel. She took the grimmerie with her as a measure of security. She didn't know much about the world Daniel was in and maybe they would be surprised if they suddently saw a green woman flying in a broom.

The broom was now supended in midair nearly to the ceiling and the green witch made a move of her hand to made it get down. The broom didn't move and Elphaba frowned, *that thing can have such a character sometimes*. She sighed.

-Come here *now*- Elphaba said in a cold voice and the broom got down quickly. -Good girl. Now, came on, we have a space-travel to do- 


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